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Lotus 1 -

A question - who is the woman (serial killer?) ranting on the intro?

This meeting with Krishna is "big medicine" Azz, the loss of those attachments, perhaps we're all feeling that now in our lives as the pandemic sweeps across us. Perhaps we're all having a spiritual re-emergence. One might hope so.

But I go back to your original avatar and it seems to me that you were feeling the presence of Krishna even at your lowest lows. But your choice of avatar was the child Krishna (not this image) but close.



I wonder if you can share with us if you met, under the trees, with the child Krishna or the mature Krishna?









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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2191 on: March 22, 2020, 06:23:53 pm »
Lotus 2 -

I think I recognize that intro demon:


Interviewed iirc, by the closest thing TV had to Art Bell - the late Tom Snyder.

I get what you're saying on how the imagery/message is downloaded and how impossible it must be to articulate it in human terms. But your truth is luminous, the love you've received is real and its gift erases all ant farm trivialities. So now you realize a mission, a calling, you sense the fabric of the two souls within.




"Have you ever seen the coyote in the desert? Watching, tuned in. He moves through the desert delicately, aware of everything. He hears every sound, smells every smell, sees everything that moves. He's in a state of total paranoia, and total paranoia is total awareness."




This was every bit as powerful for what you could not say as much as that which you did.

Thanks for the links to follow as well - it feels right to have immersed in this podcast on a Sunday morning. 8)






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Who is the woman (serial killer?) ranting on the intro?

Aileen Wuornos. Ripped off YouTube from the following video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFBcjII3QAE

I found it more than just a little peculiar that so many of her male counterparts got so much coverage (Manson being the most infamous of course), yet Aileen slipped underneath the radar/through the cracks like she did.

I've been listening to Ground Zero again, and actually heard of her on one of Clyde's recent shows, Ides the Day.

If I remember correctly - and I can't find her post on this - maybe she made it on Bellgab, Toots said she watches serial killer interviews on YouTube sometimes. And so, I pondered what goes through the mind of these folks.

Perhaps a poor pairing with the meeting of a demigod like Kṛṣṇa, but a moving set of statements coming from the psyche of the somewhat disturbed, and misunderstoof, perhaps?

This meeting with Krishna is "big medicine" Azz, the loss of those attachments, perhaps we're all feeling that now in our lives as the pandemic sweeps across us. Perhaps we're all having a spiritual re-emergence. One might hope so.

It certainly is remarkable timing! Have you had any encounters or signs of your own of late?

I go back to your original avatar and it seems to me that you were feeling the presence of Krishna even at your lowest lows. But your choice of avatar was the child Krishna (not this image) but close.

krishna.jpg

THIS ONE, BRO:



I wonder if you can share with us if you met, under the trees, with the child Krishna or the mature Krishna?

I did not meet Kṛṣṇa as an infant. I Kṛṣṇa at what looked like a youthful age, I wouldn't say mature, but around about the age - and physical appearance - of my current avatar:



Under the cool shade near trees, yes. Yes yes. That's where he appeared to me!

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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2193 on: March 25, 2020, 12:40:51 pm »
I think I recognize that intro demon:


A Demon Seed indeed. Look at those glassy brown peepers. Eesh!

Gives me the




Interviewed iirc, by the closest thing TV had to Art Bell - the late Tom Snyder.

I know not a thing about this fellow. He did seem rather confrontational. Tellin' ol' Charlie to "come down off the space shuttle" a number of times.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0BFZiKe4i0

Castinets, he had! I like the part how he says to Manson "if you wanna come over here and hit me go ahead", as Manson prowls around, seemingly attempting to frighten the dude.

I get what you're saying on how the imagery/message is downloaded and how impossible it must be to articulate it in human terms. But your truth is luminous, the love you've received is real and its gift erases all ant farm trivialities. So now you realize a mission, a calling, you sense the fabric of the two souls within.

Could I have really managed this without your intervention? I was so caught up in the Demons of BellGab before, that my spiritual life has screeched to a halt.

You helped manifest this message, and this encounter. Without you I'd still be arguing with De Con and the rest of those lowlives.

This was every bit as powerful for what you could not say as much as that which you did.

Thanks for the links to follow as well - it feels right to have immersed in this podcast on a Sunday morning.

I'm glad you got somethin' outta this!!! I appreciate the time you took to listen and provide feedback, man. You rock!

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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2194 on: March 25, 2020, 01:04:45 pm »
P.S. Just to amplify, on my mention of Aileen Wuornos, she made mention of an "eye" in her cell, after claims of the public officials using sonic pressure on her head.

Seeing as though Clyde Lewis is mentioned as someone who "endangers the mentally ill when he tells [his] callers suffering from paranoid schizophrenia that the voices they are hearing in their heads really might be caused by some secret government brainwashing project, instead of just being well-known symptoms of an illness" (by RationalWiki), it got me thinking about some of the things about Ground Zero that related to my own 'seeing' of bugs in my city apartment...and the following track - by Powerman 5000 - comes to mind:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myYKTtmtEcA

To quote the lyrics,

"Spinning complacently in the darkness
 Covered and blinded by a blanket of little lives
 False security has lulled the madness of this world into a slumber
 Wake up
 An eye is upon you, staring straight down and keenly through
 Seeing all that you are and everything you can never be
 Yes, an eye is upon you; an eye ready to blink
 So face forward, with arms wide open and mind reeling
 Your future has arrived
 Are you ready to go?"


Tell me that doesn't contribute to a mind state of complete and utter paranoia to the wrong ears? (i.e. mine) LOL.

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AZZERAE'S WORLD 58
« Reply #2195 on: March 25, 2020, 01:21:52 pm »
splittin the id


A primal state involving darkness and self-destruction as
well as fecundity and potential creativity portrays the stage
which exists before delineation and separation of the opposites.


 WRUNG I WRUNG II WRUNG III WRUNG IV

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Aileen Wuornos. Ripped off YouTube from the following video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFBcjII3QAE

I found it more than just a little peculiar that so many of her male counterparts got so much coverage (Manson being the most infamous of course), yet Aileen slipped underneath the radar/through the cracks like she did.

It seems we are repulsed and silenced at the thought that the slice of the species known for nurturing and compassion can go as Gacey as the 3rd leg demographic.

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I've been listening to Ground Zero again, and actually heard of her on one of Clyde's recent shows, Ides the Day.

Can't deal with Clyde's tightly scripted negativity right now - the world provides more than enough of that daily. :-X

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If I remember correctly - and I can't find her post on this - maybe she made it on Bellgab, Toots said she watches serial killer interviews on YouTube sometimes. And so, I pondered what goes through the mind of these folks.

I recall the same, and of course Schrader's true calling is also "true crime". Nor suggesting any commonality there, save for interest in the subject. It perplexes me, and simultaneously worries me that focusing on it may have Tulpa projection consequences.

Also I get queasy just watching this woman promo her TV vendetta crime porn for the Fox Nation app:




...sometimes a facial says it all...

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Perhaps a poor pairing with the meeting of a demigod like Kṛṣṇa, but a moving set of statements coming from the psyche of the somewhat disturbed, and misunderstoof, perhaps?

It certainly is remarkable timing! Have you had any encounters or signs of your own of late?

Extremely deep and idyllic meditations for the noise level here in the olde ant farm, enough I took note and wondered how that was possible.

Not complaining mind you, just noting as well a hemispheric tendency to one lobe being queiter than the other. 8)


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THIS ONE, BRO:


Yep - and that beaming a beatific face was revealing a coming awakening in you 2 years before this rendezvous under the trees. Funny old thing how our psyche gravitates toward tells and then life later confirms, no?

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I did not meet Kṛṣṇa as an infant. I Kṛṣṇa at what looked like a youthful age, I wouldn't say mature, but around about the age - and physical appearance - of my current avatar:



Under the cool shade near trees, yes. Yes yes. That's where he appeared to me!
And like the children who saw the Virgin Mary begging them to join her, but the adult teachers were blind to the moment, I suspect that nary a soul was experiencing that moment with you nor even aware it was happening, true?


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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2197 on: March 25, 2020, 09:28:31 pm »

I know not a thing about this fellow. He did seem rather confrontational. Tellin' ol' Charlie to "come down off the space shuttle" a number of times.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0BFZiKe4i0

Castinets, he had! I like the part how he says to Manson "if you wanna come over here and hit me go ahead", as Manson prowls around, seemingly attempting to frighten the dude.

No reason you'd recall Snyder, he was a late night media creature of the late 70s through the 80s.

But the guy was hip, he was damned funny, he was everything the safe space talking heads of that day were not:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYSEwoEgRrg

And SNL's Dan Akroyd made a killing off of mimicking him, to which I found few clips - however this showed up, markedly less funny for today then then:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKllBHvpZcE

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Could I have really managed this without your intervention? I was so caught up in the Demons of BellGab before, that my spiritual life has screeched to a halt.

You helped manifest this message, and this encounter. Without you I'd still be arguing with De Con and the rest of those lowlives.

I'm glad you got somethin' outta this!!! I appreciate the time you took to listen and provide feedback, man. You rock!

That is so kind of you to say, if indeed my little snit fit prompted a sea change in your online appetites and attractions all I can say is wow, it feels intensely positive to know I had ANY part!

 :)

And it feels even better to know that you'll now be sharing with all of us the journey to calmer waters, even as we shoot our own rapids of life. :o


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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD 58
« Reply #2198 on: March 27, 2020, 10:08:58 pm »
splittin the id

Wrung 1 -






...in this binary string of a 'verse positive thinking is yet preferable to negative thinking, ftmp...


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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2199 on: March 27, 2020, 10:25:01 pm »
WRUNG 2-








Michael Decon projects his own misery onto others, you specifically.





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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2200 on: March 27, 2020, 10:50:12 pm »
WRUNG 3 -



Ballgrab, land of doxxers and petty cyberstalkers.




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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2201 on: March 27, 2020, 11:13:40 pm »
WRUNG IV -
I hear your uncle clapping...

The wagtails carry a message for you:



https://foreverconscious.com/birds-as-spiritual-messengers

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Spirit guides and angels can do this as well, and can use birds as a vessel to come to you in order to deliver a message.

Shortly after my sister passed, a pigeon would come and sit on my balcony. Pigeons are so common that my first instinct was that this was nothing special, but the Pigeon seemed extra cute and curious, and would sit on my balcony for ages just staring at me.

I wondered if it was a message from my sister, but then figured if she was going to come to me it would be a more exotic or unusual bird!

The pigeon came so many times that I really started to wonder what the significance of this was. After opening up to the possibility, I then received multiple signs and even a dream that it was indeed a sign from her!

So even pigeons, as common as they are, can be faithful messengers from the other side! In fact, pigeons were the original carrier bird and were smart and friendly enough to be trained to deliver letters and notes to people across far distances.







Religion is the politicization of God.




This was an unusually insightful podcast, even for you my friend, and you are being heard here in a group so barren of traffic that only the song of the wagtails carries on the ether.





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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2202 on: March 30, 2020, 05:03:39 pm »
Schrader's true calling is also "true crime". Nor suggesting any commonality there, save for interest in the subject. It perplexes me, and simultaneously worries me that focusing on it may have Tulpa projection consequences.

Za Za is dead and gone. We need not concern ourselves with it rearing its ugly head any time soon.

On second thought, mayhaps we might. I un-banned all his accounts a while back now. I still think there's some pyramid scheme of shame involving he and VC. The writing pattern is all too similar for my liking.

I simply would chase a demon with the name of Christ, if it did appear. So no worries from my side.

...sometimes a facial says it all...



#nuffsed

That beaming a beatific face was revealing a coming awakening in you 2 years before this rendezvous under the trees. Funny old thing how our psyche gravitates toward tells and then life later confirms, no?

Man, I never thought of it that way. Synchronicity everywhere!

And like the children who saw the Virgin Mary begging them to join her, but the adult teachers were blind to the moment, I suspect that nary a soul was experiencing that moment with you nor even aware it was happening, true?

There is a gardener who is usually around these parts. But, alas, I was alone yes. The very same gardener has imparted to me that the ancestors are calling me. That I should pursue life as a sanusi. Obviously I haven't.

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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #2203 on: March 30, 2020, 05:06:05 pm »
If indeed my little snit fit prompted a sea change in your online appetites and attractions all I can say is wow, it feels intensely positive to know I had ANY part!

 :)

And it feels even better to know that you'll now be sharing with all of us the journey to calmer waters, even as we shoot our own rapids of life.

AYE AYE CAP'N


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Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD 58
« Reply #2204 on: March 30, 2020, 05:07:37 pm »
...in this binary string of a 'verse positive thinking is yet preferable to negative thinking, ftmp...